不能说的秘密

我想我对你真的有了感觉吧~

可是我选择了沉默

因为跟你是不可能的

不想破毁了现在的关系

我很怕连你也会喜欢她

她是我朋友

可是每一个人好像都会爱上她

我真得很怕~

每一次想到都会哭

我一着以来都很开朗的

就算很不开心的事

过了一下下我就没事了

可是为什么现在的我会变成将子呢？？

我以为我对你只是欣相

可是看到一些事关于你的

我就会有点心酸酸的~

虽然口里说没关系

可是我的心

我真的没办法控制

好希望对你的情

能快点忘掉

你永远都不知道

成为我永远的秘密~~

藏在最深处的心里面。

-SPM-

我快要考试了

真得很怕自己考得很烂

可是又懒惰去读书

就算成绩很烂

也是自己拿来的

咳~真得很想考到好成绩呢~~

我很想读mass communication哦~

在tarc college哦~

不懂能不能~~

也很怕爸爸不给

因为学费真得满贵的

很想有个工作

是很多工钱的

那我就可以自己给学费了

还可以学我最喜欢的

吉他，长笛，日语，

还有跳舞呢~~

我希望自己有学问

以后的路比较好走吧~~

希望能做到咯~

喜事啊~~哈哈~~

我家的大公主

要嫁啦~~哈哈~~

就是我姐姐啦

1212 就是她的大日字啦

我会当她的伴娘哦

还满期待的

哈哈~

我祝她和姐夫

永远在一起

开开心心的过生活

还有还有

当然是生个白白胖胖

的小宝宝啦

哈哈~

店也可以赚大钱

记得要养我哦

嘻嘻

做每件事都可以顺顺利利的

要辛福哦~~

爱情？？

为什么现在的人对爱情

都不认真呢？？

没认识多久就说很喜欢很爱你

愿意等你很久

我不会相信的

感情因该用时间

培养的吧

趁劲当过一次傻瓜

不会在当第二次了

以为它是真的喜欢我

原来是自己天真，真的很笨呢

为什麽要玩弄我呢

很好玩吗？？

我重来都没有真真

谈过恋爱

这想试一次

但被玩了

以后都不会想恋爱了

虽然身边的朋友

都拍拖可是我还有家人和朋友啊

我会开心的

感觉

感觉到底是什么呢？？

我对它是喜欢还是欣相呢??

我真的搞不懂耶

跟他聊天真得很舒服很轻松

可是跟他是不可能的吧

我和他的关系我自己很清楚

他那么有名

喜欢它应该很辛苦吧

虽然

我搞不懂可是可以和他当

朋友跟他说说心事

也是很高兴的

嘻嘻

Lonely Day

2day so lazy go 2 sch bt at last i oso go ler

rili so sleepy n veli boring study v those lame teacher

our english teacher enter our class

crazy teacher alwaz do sum stubborn tings

she asking us do a essay abt PARENTS

haiz so no mood

doing tiz kind of title

making me sad ba

bt i still finish my essay abt my

lovely mother

when whole class thinking of how 2 do the essay

tey so serious ne

bt sud a student cry coz

argue v her mom tiz morning

saying her mom treat so bad

bt y she dint thinks de other way

mayb her mom juz wan her 2 be gud

i wanna a mom 2 scold me

ady no any chance tiz life

maybher mom think wat i dunno

bt at least she still is her mom ba

v shud appreciate it

Cheer Day

2day din go sch ne

mayb ytd din slp dao yao early wake up

so tired dun wan wake up go sch ba

ytd sun i going bukit jalil

support my sch cheer ne

tey din in top 15 bt tey still perform

a great show oo

senior group MURIEL and

junior group DAZZLE

had a great memory ytd

at there i saw bac a lot of frens

sum senior and ex f5

so happy c dem again

oso had saw a ppl tat i hate

make mi so complicated de person ne

her eyes looking at mi

i wont 4get de

bt veli sad din take pic v dem

hope still gt chance lo

haha

mi n my frens had took a lot

of pic oo sum veli funny de ne

tey r my cute frens

my mama n papa oo

hehe

quite a happy day too

1 Litre of Tears

My favourite drama " 1 Litre of Tears "

is a nice movie and so touching

2day nt 1st time i watch it bt I still feel so touch

and crying and crying

my sis say me silly crying bcoz of the movie ne

bt dunno y is really really touching and so meaningful

if i m de gal in the drama i dunno will bcum

so tough like her ma??

tiz muvi had teach me muz be cheerfull all the time

dont bcoz of those pbls

zao bcum unhappy oo

i hope i can do it

v muz be tough when facing all pbls

izzit tiz muvi let me think bac my mom

making me crying and crying nonstop

my mom really is a tough woman

juz like the main actress

when she sick tat time

she really suffering bt she still

smile all the time

i feel so sad everytime she eat medicine

y she will gt sick??

y cant she juz bside us always??

Mummy, I so MISS you

ady 6 years u left me

i alwaz thinking of u

u alwaz in my memory

LOVE YOU

LoVe Never Wanted Me

Since when it happen?

U become so vital to me?

No matter when, where I will just missing you

May I know what is this?

Is a fake to be my other half

Or just a story of dissapointment

Every moment I just hope to be with you

Together we share happiness nor sadness I'll secure you

Enjoy our life. together to the very very end

But day by day, only I realized

Is I think more than it can happen

Hope at first but dissapointed at last

is just I think too much

I m just tired to continue like this

Crushing and crushing

But hurt deeper and deeper

Loving someone thats wont look back is suffering

This is the feeling that killing me

Cause love never wanted me

Everyone also just have I heart

My heart was been broken within I love

Since it always broken like now

What else left in me?

A body without soul

Sadness flowing around